A story told to Nurit Greenger by Joe Samuels – (the director of JIMENA-'Jews Indigence to the Middle East and North Africa') – March 26, 2018 Joseph Samuels <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">After a remarkably cold winter, spring was always a welcomed <span style="Arial',sans-serif; mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-bidi;mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-bidi;mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi;color:black">guest in the Jewish quarter of Baghdad's old city named Taht el Takia.<span style="Arial',sans-serif; mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-bidi;mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-bidi;mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi"> <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">The Nazis did not invent Ghettos, the Jews did, always felt more secured when they clamped into a Jewish quarter in a city, whether in the old part of Jerusalem, Tehran, Baghdad or Berlin. All the Nazis did was make the term 'ghetto' infamous and they roughened the living conditions for the Jews residing there. <span style="font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif">Living conditions in the Ghetto-Jewish quarter, Taht el Takia <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">The unpaved muddy streets were narrow; sanitary conditions were almost nonexistent, lacking sewer system. Central heating was yet to be known; drinking water was unhealthy and electricity was intermittently cut off. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">My mother gave birth to twelve children – all were born at home supervised by a midwife - of whom only eight survived. I was the seventh child to be born to the Samuels' on a cold day of December 1930. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">Although the temperature seldom dropped to freezing level or below, it was bitterly cold, especially at night. Like in many cold weather countries in those days, we used a coal-burning stove on which my mom broiled delicious kebab to munch on during the day while the heat coming from the stove helped heating our bedrooms. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">As the weather warmed up and the days grew longer, as the smell of the orange blossom filled the air, I knew that Passover is just around the corner. <span style="font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif">My Passover had a special meaning <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">Of all the Jewish holidays we celebrated, Passover was the one I waited for impatiently. Customarily I was given a set of new underwear, trousers, white shirt, a pair of shoes and socks and I felt so clean and new, though the trousers were always too long, the shirt too big, and my feet were running free inside my new pair of shoes. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">The atmosphere at home was a mixture of excitement and joy with some tension added. The Passover preparation, the intense cleaning, began soon after the festival of Purim ended. My mother and her help scrubbed, cleaned in boiling water and washed everything in sight even the drapes. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">As a kid I was fascinated by the Matzah baking in our home. First my two aunts and two helpers prepared the special dough. Then, equipped with rolling pins, they gathered around a large upright wood-burning clay oven ready to bake the unleavened dough to a crunchy, thin Matzah. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">On the night of Passover, our table was set up lavishly, with fine china, fancy cutlery and wine cups all set on an elegant tablecloth. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">I remember my father returning from the synagogue; to me he looked regal in his white suit, kind of radiant. Every member of the family wore a white shirts and of course, I was dressed up in my new clothes. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">It was customary to invite guests to join us at our Seder-Passover dinner table and fulfill the commandment that orders us to make sure no one remains hungry. And there was always somebody invited to celebrate with us. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">To start the Seder, my Dad blessed the wine and then blessed us. One by one we kissed my Dad's hand; then we also kissed my Mom. After the ritual of washing hands, we sat down to read the Haggadah, the tale of the Israelites' exile from bondage in Egypt and their exodus out of Egypt to freedom, a story of redemption that took place some 3,500 years ago. We read the Haggadah from beginning to end and sang ritual melodies in Hebrew, a language I didn't understood. I followed the reading, along the Arabic translation, my mother's tongue, with joy. With so many of us around the table celebrating, I waited impatiently for my turn to sing and I remember always singing rather loud and with enthusiasm. The Samuels family in Baghdad in 1944 <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">For me, the best part of the Seder, the one I waited for the most before the festive dinner was served, was the eating of the Charoset, a <span style=" Arial',sans-serif;mso-bidi-language:HE">sweet dip, a mixture of date syrup and crushed walnuts<span style="Arial',sans-serif; mso-bidi-language:HE"> in which to dip the bitter herbs in memory of the mortar used by the enslaved Israelites to build for Pharaoh, which we ate with romaine lettuce and crunchy Matzah. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">When we wished each other “Next year [we will celebrate] in Jerusalem” we knew the Seder evening ended with hope. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">Passover celebration was the most joyous time of the year. <span style="font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif">Then came the change<span style="font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif"> <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">Passover of 1941 was different. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">A year earlier we moved out of the old city to a larger house near the Tigris River. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">On April 3rd, a pro-Nazi coup, masterminded by the German Consul Dr. Fritz Grobba, took control of the country. King Faisal II and his cabinet escaped and Rashid Ali al-Gaylani became the prime minister. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">My father and my older brothers appeared troubled. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">Anxiety overcame the Jewish community. Within days, some Jews were arrested and imprisoned. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">In the year 1941 Passover fell on April 12th. Our Seder was cheerless and gloomy. I was a ten-year-old frightened kid. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">On May 31st, British troops arrived at the outskirts of Baghdad, but did not enter the city. Al-Gaylani and his accomplice, Haj Amin al-Husseini, the Grand Mufti of Jerusalem, fled the country. On June 1st, crowds aided by police and soldiers went on a rampage looting and burning Jewish homes and businesses. They murdered men, raped women and girls and then slit their throats. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">We locked and bolted our doors and put our faith into action, we prayed. The mob did not reach our area but my uncles' home in the old city, were ransacked. The next day, on June 2nd, British troops entered Baghdad and put a stop to the massacre. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">The official Iraqi government count was 179 Jews murdered and 240 wounded. There was not one act of resistance or fighting back; there were no arrests or convictions. No Jew would file a claim against a Muslim, for fear of retaliation on his or her life. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">I must admit that if it were not for the courage and heroism of some Muslim men who protected and sheltered their Jewish friends the Pogrom on the Jews – the upheaval that became to be known as the Farhud - would have been far worse. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">Life went back to normal or so it seemed to be, but the future Passover nights were never the same. The safety of the Jews could not be taken for granted nor be guaranteed. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">I already sensed that I would not be able to stay and build a future life in Iraq. The alternative, I studied hard and dreamt of emigrating to America after I graduate high school. <span style="font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif">Iraqi Jews and the founding of the state of Israel <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">Passover of 1948 fell on April 24th. A thick black cloud of fear hung over our festivities. Baghdad's newspapers and radio station and street demonstrations were calling for war against the upcoming establishment of the state of Israel. While we were celebrating in our hearts the re-establishment of a Jewish state in 2,000 years, we were uncertain and terrified if Israel would survive; we were also very uncertain about our future in Iraq. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">On May 15th, 1948, the Iraqi army, together with the armies of Syria, Jordan, Lebanon and Egypt, went into battle against the newly declared State of Israel. Radio Baghdad jubilantly lied, announcing the victories of Arab armies, destroying Jewish cities and eliminating any resistance. Secretly we listened to the BBC radio waves from London that announced the Arab armies were at a stalemate and many Arabs living in what was now called the State of Israel were fleeing to neighboring Arab countries. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">After the Arab states, including Iraq, failed to eliminate Israel, the Iraqi government turned against its Jewish citizens, especially the youth. Many were picked up, accused of Zionism, tortured and imprisoned. This violence on the Jews culminated with the indictment and public execution of Shafiq Adas, a prominent Jewish merchant. When I saw the picture of his body hanging, on the front page the Al Zaman newspaper, I went into panic. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">A few months after I graduated high school, in June of 1948, I received my student visa to the United States. I already had my passport and the last obstacle was to get an exit visa, a permission to leave Iraq. My dream was about to materialize. <span style="font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif">It is not over till it is over <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">In 1949 Passover fell on April 13th. Anxiety and unease filled the air. Many young Jews were arrested during the last few months; a good friend's brother was taken away from his house at night. Family contact was not allowed and stories of torture and the disappearance of many Jewish youth was the reason our hearts were filled with fear. I was still hopeful and anxiously waiting to receive my exist visa and be on my way to America. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">That was my last Passover in Baghdad. <span style="font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif">The escape <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">Weeks and months passed. Finally, I was notified that in order for me to get my exit visa I had to deposit 3,000 Dinars, as a guarantee that I would return to Iraq after completion my studies. The average salary for a middle class family was 4-to-5 Dinars a month; 3000 Dinars were equal to a million dollars at that time. It was a punch to my gut. My bubble burst. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">It was time for me to get out of Baghdad. In December 1949, I traveled with my younger brother to the port city, Basra, and from there I was smuggled out to neighboring Iran. On March 2nd, 1950, one day before the festival of Purim, I kissed the ground when I landed at Lod Airport near Tel Aviv, Israel. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">I chose to leave my home city, Baghdad; behind I left my culture and my family history of 2,600 years; I left behind close to heart Jewish friends as well as some Muslims and Christians. I left behind many memories of confidence and fun, of fear and anxiety, of despair and hope. I left behind my past and took away with me my future and my dreams. <span style="font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif">I became a homeless, penniless refugee <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">I was one refugee, among hundreds of thousands of other Jews from Arab lands who lost everything while escaping to save their lives. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">I would not allow the disappointments, broken dreams and nightmares of the past to take control of my thinking; I would not render myself a victim. A life of victimhood is a life of rage and indignation, which would cripple my desire to take charge of my behavior and be responsible for my actions. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">I was certain of one thing —I was pretty lucky to be alive and out of Baghdad's unpredictable heaven and/or hell. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">I possessed the treasure of being young, full of love for life and the determination to start anew. I was ready to face life with patience, tenacity and courage. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">On April 1st, 1950, I celebrated my first Passover in Jerusalem, as a free man. <span style=" Arial',sans-serif">At last it was no longer 'next year in Jerusalem'; it was in Jerusalem. Joe Samuels and his wife Ruby reside in Santa Monica, California since 1978.<span style="font-size: 11.0pt;Arial',sans-serif">